The (Generally) Happy Pessimist

Haircut =D (although i now need to re bleach my hair as you can clearly see the regrowth at the back)

Had a fun night out in Melbourne with a bunch of la trobe queer collective last night

• Dinner at Libation as Bimbos was over crowded 
• Then Went to IQ for a few hours (the awkward moment when you see someone you follow but don’t talk to on tumbler there )
• Sircuit when we got bored(/told we where bored :P)
• and Peel until closing which is 5 am ish
• then sat at Mc Donalds until the first tram at 6 =D 

The tram ride was long and slow and bumpy so i had to get off early and sit down or i was going to be sick -.-’ so my trip home was longer than usual 

bu overall a good night :)

I could kill myself and the people i think that would care / notice would be less than 15 that is including whom ever finds me … Hurt 15 people and escape this shit … I am over life … Everyone says your beautiful but no one wants to be with you … I am starting to hate the things i loved … I love science but its starting to stress me out studying it i am falling behind in every class racking up huge amounts of student loans and have no real career prospects at the end of it all… Half of my so called friends actually hate me I’m fairly sure… Im starting to hate myself, the things i like just seem to taunt me now … And even trying to make new friends seems like i am irritating them more than anything… I just want to wake up one day and have everything go right for once … I wanna have the balls to ask someone out … I want all my classes to make fucking sense… Why is that to much to ask … Because this is life and life sucks and is really starting to seem less and less worth the effort

TL;DR Fuck It All